and i could easily tell you what i'd like to be.

 starry-eyed girl-next-door.

 the one you wanna hold in the sun and watch her peaceful dreams.

 this girl seems to crumble before my eyes into a stubborn whirl-wind of dark matter.

 thrashing and punching the pillows and sheets.

 the only cure for the complete breakdown into chaos?

 your warm body around me, 

holding me close as my exorcism comes to a halt. 

you blow the demon out of my soul and i fall into bliss once more.